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I wake up to the feeling of kisses on my neck.
I groan, trying to bury my face deeper into the pillow below me. It’s cool, soft and it smells like Jake. I smile to myself, aware of how delightful I feel at the reminder of him.
My body, too tired, relaxes again and I almost drown back into a dreamless sleep.
But instead, those kisses on the back of my neck continue. I frown to myself, trying to remember where I am, and why I can feel a warm hand on my back.
It moves, lowering down to the curve of my ass and my eyes snap open, my breathe quickening. I look around for a second, that fear in my chest suddenly replaced with
relief.
Jake.
I’m with Jake.
“You awake, baby?” His voice is heavy with sleep, gravelly in my ear.
His chest is plastered to my back and when I turn to try and face him, he forces me back down, keeping us in the same position.
“What time is it?” I mutter, my skin coming alive when I realize that I’m naked.
It’s still dark out and by the way my eyes hurt, I know that I haven’t slept much.
“It’s 2 in the morning.”
I hum at that, so tired. “Why are you awake?”
He nudges his hips to my back, his erection pushing between the cheeks of my ass.
“Seriously?” I whisper, looking at him over my shoulder.
He doesn’t say anything, just keeps kissing my neck. His hand lowers, grabbing my knee,
so he can lift it. He presses it to my ribs and my back arches so I can lean my head on his
shoulders.
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I hiss the moment this cock crowns my entrance. I push at his thighs. “Jake, I’m–I’m so
sore.”
He then brings the pad of his finger to my clit, rubbing it softly. “It’ll feel good, I promise.”
He rubs me until I turn wet enough for him to slip all the way inside. I groan, this time pulling him closer, pulling him deeper.
“Shhh,” He breathes against my neck. “Aiden’s home now, we can’t be too loud.”
I hardly register the flutter of guilt in my chest. It’s different with Jake than it is with Aiden. Besides, this will be the last time with Jake, I swear it. I’ll just get him out of my system, it’s not like I can keep seeking him out while dating Aiden, that would be insane.
He slides out, and I moan, gripping the sheets.
Jake chuckles into me, “Alina.”
He thrusts in, unforgivingly, our skin slapping and I cry out when I feel him hit that deep part inside me that has my toes curling.
Jake bites down on my neck, covering my mouth with his hand and he goes feral, slamming in and out of me. At this point, I have no idea why he even tries to cover my cries, the slapping of our skin and the banging of his headboard against the wall is surely loud enough for the entire house to hear us.
He shift us, and I’m on my stomach, my face buried in my pillow. He’s on top of me, his hands on my hips as he relentlessly hammers into me. I moan, crying out as the friction turns hot. I’m on the edge already and my entire body buckles beneath him.
I’m sure I’ll have bruises all around me from how hard he holds onto me, but I don’t care, I kind of want the marks, the reminders that Jake was once mine. I want them because I
know I have to put an end to this.
My strength gives out and Jake grunts, coming inside me. I’m filled, hot and wet and I finally lift my face to catch my breath. He pulls out and I moan in protest.
Jake spreads me apart. “You’re gaping beautifully, filled with my cum, fuck, what a sight.”
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He falls beside me, holding me against him, chest to chest. It’s awfully intimate, and when I try to move away, he holds me tighter, lifting my leg over his shoulder.
“What are you-”
I can’t get the words out, Jake slipping two fingers inside me. I grip into his shoulders, moaning as I circle my hips. He uses his cum as lube, spreading it to my clit where he rubs me until I come apart, my legs trembling.
“Fuck, Jake,” I breathe into his chest, sighing in relief when he lowers my leg from his shoulder after pressing a kiss to the inside of my knee.
“I don’t think I’ll ever get enough of you,” He whispers, his dark eyes watching me for any hint of what I’m feeling.
There’s a twinge in my chest. I tug on his beard, kissing him softly and when I pull away I keep my hand on his cheek, caressing his skin. Hes talking about me as if we’ll keep seeing each other, as if we have a future together.
“You have to get enough of me, Jake. We can’t keep doing this.” I’m saying this as his cum is still dripping from my pussy. In my head I’m rolling my eyes at myself for being such
an idiot.
His jaw clenches. “Why not?”
“Apart from the fact that I’m dating your son?”
He gives me nothing, his expression unchanging.
“We can’t just keep hiding, doing this behind his back.”
He swallows, his hand gripping the back of my hair. “You don’t have to date him.”
I pull back and scoff. “What? You want me to date you?”
Again, he says nothing, frowning slightly as if he’s thinking about it. Thinking about coming home to me, about having explosive sex with me every night of the week, every chance he gets. Thinking about what I would look like pregnant with his child. Thinking about how time will pass differently for us. About how his hair will gray faster than mine.
I know he’s thinking about that because I am, everything flashes in my mind like a
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memory that hasn’t come true yet.
“Would that be so bad?”
His whispered question draws me out of my thoughts and I look at him in shock. Vulnerability is plastered across his expression, in his eyes and in the way his voice
trembled.
I run my hand through is hair. “Bad? No. No. But it’s…impractical.”
His eyes twitch, as if defeated.
“We were never supposed to see each other again,” I remind him, hating how it makes me
feel to see him so broken.
“Honestly, I don’t know how I agreed to that. Even then, I knew that you were different
than anyone else I’d ever been with.”
Emotions cloud my judgement and I think about it, really think about being with him. The
temptation is horrible, and it tests everything I know about myself,
Jake relaxes into me and kisses my forehead. “Get some sleep, Alina. We can talk
tomorrow.”
I try to sleep, but even as Jake’s breath evens out, even as he disappears to the world
around him, I can’t.
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